Well, I've decided to go against my natural urges by seeing the POSITIVE side to all this damn whispering in work.
Firstly, I still have a full time job, no-one important has actually said anything to change that.
Secondly, even if we end up transferring at least I know how to get there, know my way round the building, know people that work there, I will be there doing a job I enjoy as opposed to the shitty soul-destroying job I had before and I will be with those that I work with now - yes the travel will be a bastard again, but I've done it before so know the quickest route - also I can always cut costs by car-sharing.
Thirdly, it has spurred me on to apply for other jobs - there are a couple of jobs I have seen that might be interesting so I'm going to apply for them today (I don't WANT to but I would rather deaden the blow of any bad news early than panicking that I've no-where to go in the event of redundancy)
There was an article on Richard & Judy that women get grumpier as they get older - much more so than men. Whilst I have been holding my own in the grumpier-woman-as-i-get-older stakes, this positivity about my future is a total curve-ball as they say in the US. I don't know what's happening to me. I must be happy. 
In other news, we've been talking about having a baby (only really because of the baby boom that my family is having at the mo) & 2010 might be a nice round number to try. I'll be 33 then which I think is a good solid age. Who knows. 
